I Don't Want To Be Alone But I Don't Want To Be Here

I was told my soul was old
Then why can't I understand it all
If my soul was really old
I wonder if I could change this world
Life has given me obstacles
Still I bite my tongue say it's wonderful
I'm just glad I'm still around
I'm even more glad when things are down

I want to get in my car and drive really far. 

If only I had more money.

But how much is money really worth anyways that it's going to stop me from having a memory?

I think I'm going to go drive now....